Here we are again, having a nice night for a nice new blog entry straight after book out.

So NDP is coming soon, kinda looking forward to my duties. Love it when it comes to this day as everyone of us Singaporean recognize our achievement we have and the pride of our motherland. Even friends who are overseas like my good friend Joyce, she's celebrating it over at Australia. Although the grass may be greener on the other side but we know where we truly belong.

Even though I've lost something dear to me, I've gain more new ideas and freedom to work with. People asked me if i hated her? Yes I do, I'm kinda pissed off when people misunderstand my intentions and chose to start a stupid war with me. I'm never really a good guy in the first place, well who is? Ha ha.

I've been thinking a lot lately, should i continue to search for my cup of tea? Well I've already found one, and things are going smooth between me and her. I'll not repeat the same mistakes as what I've used to commit. This time round I'll definitely cherish her whole heartedly and love as if my life depends on it.

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NDP is like a stone throw away, my wish for Singapore is to make sure she has the best kick boxers in the world.

I'm interested in her but I wonder how she feels about me? Oh God give me a sign man!

I had my BTT today!

Was nervous at first but hey guess what? I passed. Wow I'm such a good shit after all. Hahaz.

Lots has happened ever since my last post. Been pretty busy keeping myself busy. Hahaz.

Feel that I could have achieved more in my life by being a responsible person but hey nobody gives a shit about second chance! I mean come on, I think everyone deserves one. I'm planning to ill treat these people who don't give second chances!

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One step closer to my BTT!

To hate or to love?

Aww. Somebody asked me to update my blog a bit and so here I am.

Yes yes I know, my blog is rotting away badly and it's June already! Hahaz. Well guess I was too Lazy huh?

Anyway some updates in life, found a new love. Compared to you-know-who for crying out loud. Hahaz. Well some people just wanna bastard me. I shall not reveal the name but I can tell what went wrong actually.

Well the story goes like this:

I was hanging out with Antonio drinking bubble tea under a void deck (don't ask me what flavour was it), I suddenly thought of my Basic Theory Test that is gonna come in weeks time and on that day I'm having a important duty, so I sms-ed to confirm the date and time. And guess what that person actually bastard me, I'm fine with it and I just went BITCH in the text. Was laughing like f**k. Anyway I also don't care whether I hurt people or what, cause the main reason was I was the one being hurt first. That person can find anyone to come and take me down, I don't care cause most to most is I become a ghost and haunt whoever took me down and the one who ask the one to take me down (Hey but will I become a ghost when I die?).

Anyway life's been great for me so far, with my new life and achievements, and I really gotta set some standards for myself already, gonna turn 21 soon (and my organs are used for transplant after I die!), so it's like I've gotta really work hard.

Intend to join the SPF after I ORD, some jokers said "Why not be a terrorist? They'll pay you damn lots." And another adds in "Be a mercenary, it's better as you get paid damn lots as you don't come cheap." I replied "Eh you think I got so cheap arhz?" Hahaz.

Well it's another day for work and fun, still thinking which song to embed on my Blog man.

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Whew, finally having the room to breathe! Stomping out on cigarettes!

Having a damn bad cough. Coughing away like it's free!

Stayed at home most of the day except to bring my sister out of the house for lunch. Had LJS, tried the Land and Sea Combo. Was good I tell ya!

Got back home and played com all day and cough happily away. Damn.

Had dinner with dad. Kept coughing and coughing throughout the whole dinner.

Went out of the house at 12mid to get some cough medicine. Drank it and off to sleep I go. *Zzz*

Still need to go to Brunei though.

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Cough cough go away come back another day! I WANT TO GO BRUNEI AND CONQUER MOUNT BIANG!!!

OMG! I slept till 4pm!

Can't blame me, the weather is so cooling that all I do is sleep. Looks like I wasted a day of fun fun fun. Damn.

Then the most irritating thing hit me. (Refer to CHATBOX) ----->

I just replied:" Stop pretending to care for me!"

I really had it with her already! Don't even know what the hell she's trying to do. All I can say is I'm no longer a concern of her, she can just disappear or just stay away from me!

Doesn't she realize the amount of damage she have done to me? I seriously feel so irritated with her! The worse part is, she can call me and cry on the phone and say she's crying because I'm crying also. Ya I know you feel guilty but don't be so dramatic lor! Damn Drama Queen lorz. and the worse part was she can have the cheek to go and tell my sister that she still care and worry about me.

Maybe I'm the problem? Who knows? All I know is I'm coughing away and I still have to go to BRUNEI!!!

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To that someone: Please lorz! Don't act as though you got a heart!

Woke up and got changed for SPI Spooky Walk at Bukit Brown Cemetery.

Made my way down to Golden Mile Food Centre to meet up with the rest of the team. Sat down and had Dumpling noodles and Chocolate Drink. *Yum yum*

Went up to 3rd storey to get some gear, got a ultility belt with torchlight holder and a smaller pouch, got myself a D&G torch light too, oh and some Ranger Eye too.

The walk was tiring, but hey I pulled it through. This is how I looked like at the end of the walk.

Went back home around 1am plus. Off to bed already. *Zzz*

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Coughing is now on me man!

Went clubbing with NS buddies, had a fun time hitting the dance floor with all the moves I pulled off. Was doing a lot of AOE (Area Of Effect) keep stepping on other people's feet. Haha.

I found myself the need to remain single as I'm still young and still enjoy a nights out or two. I mean what the hell is wrong with clubbing? It's not like I'm there to try and get a night stand. Can't I just go there and relax myself? What the hell are girls thinking now a days?

Got home a round 5am in the morning.

Sleep. *Zzz*