I had my BTT today!

Was nervous at first but hey guess what? I passed. Wow I'm such a good shit after all. Hahaz.

Lots has happened ever since my last post. Been pretty busy keeping myself busy. Hahaz.

Feel that I could have achieved more in my life by being a responsible person but hey nobody gives a shit about second chance! I mean come on, I think everyone deserves one. I'm planning to ill treat these people who don't give second chances!

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One step closer to my BTT!

To hate or to love?

Aww. Somebody asked me to update my blog a bit and so here I am.

Yes yes I know, my blog is rotting away badly and it's June already! Hahaz. Well guess I was too Lazy huh?

Anyway some updates in life, found a new love. Compared to you-know-who for crying out loud. Hahaz. Well some people just wanna bastard me. I shall not reveal the name but I can tell what went wrong actually.

Well the story goes like this:

I was hanging out with Antonio drinking bubble tea under a void deck (don't ask me what flavour was it), I suddenly thought of my Basic Theory Test that is gonna come in weeks time and on that day I'm having a important duty, so I sms-ed to confirm the date and time. And guess what that person actually bastard me, I'm fine with it and I just went BITCH in the text. Was laughing like f**k. Anyway I also don't care whether I hurt people or what, cause the main reason was I was the one being hurt first. That person can find anyone to come and take me down, I don't care cause most to most is I become a ghost and haunt whoever took me down and the one who ask the one to take me down (Hey but will I become a ghost when I die?).

Anyway life's been great for me so far, with my new life and achievements, and I really gotta set some standards for myself already, gonna turn 21 soon (and my organs are used for transplant after I die!), so it's like I've gotta really work hard.

Intend to join the SPF after I ORD, some jokers said "Why not be a terrorist? They'll pay you damn lots." And another adds in "Be a mercenary, it's better as you get paid damn lots as you don't come cheap." I replied "Eh you think I got so cheap arhz?" Hahaz.

Well it's another day for work and fun, still thinking which song to embed on my Blog man.

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Whew, finally having the room to breathe! Stomping out on cigarettes!

Having a damn bad cough. Coughing away like it's free!

Stayed at home most of the day except to bring my sister out of the house for lunch. Had LJS, tried the Land and Sea Combo. Was good I tell ya!

Got back home and played com all day and cough happily away. Damn.

Had dinner with dad. Kept coughing and coughing throughout the whole dinner.

Went out of the house at 12mid to get some cough medicine. Drank it and off to sleep I go. *Zzz*

Still need to go to Brunei though.

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Cough cough go away come back another day! I WANT TO GO BRUNEI AND CONQUER MOUNT BIANG!!!

OMG! I slept till 4pm!

Can't blame me, the weather is so cooling that all I do is sleep. Looks like I wasted a day of fun fun fun. Damn.

Then the most irritating thing hit me. (Refer to CHATBOX) ----->

I just replied:" Stop pretending to care for me!"

I really had it with her already! Don't even know what the hell she's trying to do. All I can say is I'm no longer a concern of her, she can just disappear or just stay away from me!

Doesn't she realize the amount of damage she have done to me? I seriously feel so irritated with her! The worse part is, she can call me and cry on the phone and say she's crying because I'm crying also. Ya I know you feel guilty but don't be so dramatic lor! Damn Drama Queen lorz. and the worse part was she can have the cheek to go and tell my sister that she still care and worry about me.

Maybe I'm the problem? Who knows? All I know is I'm coughing away and I still have to go to BRUNEI!!!

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To that someone: Please lorz! Don't act as though you got a heart!

Woke up and got changed for SPI Spooky Walk at Bukit Brown Cemetery.

Made my way down to Golden Mile Food Centre to meet up with the rest of the team. Sat down and had Dumpling noodles and Chocolate Drink. *Yum yum*

Went up to 3rd storey to get some gear, got a ultility belt with torchlight holder and a smaller pouch, got myself a D&G torch light too, oh and some Ranger Eye too.

The walk was tiring, but hey I pulled it through. This is how I looked like at the end of the walk.

Went back home around 1am plus. Off to bed already. *Zzz*

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Coughing is now on me man!

Went clubbing with NS buddies, had a fun time hitting the dance floor with all the moves I pulled off. Was doing a lot of AOE (Area Of Effect) keep stepping on other people's feet. Haha.

I found myself the need to remain single as I'm still young and still enjoy a nights out or two. I mean what the hell is wrong with clubbing? It's not like I'm there to try and get a night stand. Can't I just go there and relax myself? What the hell are girls thinking now a days?

Got home a round 5am in the morning.

Sleep. *Zzz*

Woke up at 10am just to greet the morning talk by my dad. Made a hasty preparations and dress myself up smartly to visit 7th Aunt.

Went to 7th Aunt house with granny and had my lunch there. I was eating all the CNY goodies laid out on the table. Was munching away happily so much that my tooth hurts. Need to go find a dentist soon.

Left 7th Aunt at around 4pm then sent my granny home, we told her that we'll be picking her up tomorrow cause having Yu Sheng Toast. Most of my relatives are coming. Worse thing is I can't enjoy tomorrow as I need to book in and resume my training again. Sadden to the core.

Watch TV with dad at home after we came back. Was watching Shanghai Knights with him. We all laughed at the funny stunts Jackie Chan pulled off. I can't say much but martial arts stars are still my favourite. So far my list of martial arts stars are as follows:

1) Jaa Panom (Tony Jaa)

2) Jackie Chan

3) Donnie Yen

4) Li Lian Jie (Jet Li)

5) Panna (Tony's Jaa Advisor)

6) Lee Xiao Long (Bruce Lee)

After the show, went to Yew Tee point with dad and sis to eat prata. I had Ice Cream Prata and my sis just had 2 plain prata and I was the one paying! Then met up with Antonio and went Lan Gaming. Marcus joined us there while we were playing half way.

Still got the touch for Left 4 Dead 2. Love it the most when I get the melee weapons and go hack those freaking zombies and my screen will be filled with their blood. *WICKED SICK*. Just love to do gaming most of the time. Some says it kills time while others say it's just a hobby, but for me I say "It's my life man!"

Got home around 4am. Feeling tired but still try my best to blog up a bit as I'm booking into camp tomorrow night already. Gotta cherish each book out. 1 year and 4 more months to ORD!

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Sometimes I wonder is it always my fault in the relationship that people says I'm a flirt? I mean I don't flirt anymore as I know the importance of being serious and being playful.